When Your Heart Could Not Feel Anything

It's obvious that in order to have a relationship, we need to be able to feel things. Care, love, happy, sad, etc. But, when you've been broken into pieces, you will experience a moment in your life where your heart is numb. No matter how much someone is being nice to you, your heart is just cannot comprehend those kindness. No, it doesn't mean that you will be a bad person, is just, you cannot return the kindness of that person.

And, I think, the more you try to feel things, the number you are. The more you force yourself to feel, the more those feelings got lost. It's like when you try to eat but you already have a full stomach. You will ended up throwing up because you cannot store anymore food.

There's a couple reason for someone to go numb. First, for the obvious reason, you've been heartbroken so bad and many times. Second, your love for your own self is just enough. When you can love yourself enough, you won't need other's love. I mean, you can choose to receive the love from others, but it won't satisfy your heart anymore. But, then again, I'm not a psychologist, don't take my word for it. I just telling purely from my own point of view. I'm also broken, again, I'm not a trustworthy source in seeking advice for love.

I really do hope all of you can find your love and keep it as long as possible. Because for some people, love doesn't come that often. And when it does, usually, we messed it up. LOL.